So...
I, for one, believe life without music is pointless. I mean music in the sense that anything that makes you happy. So if there isn't any happiness, you're the one responsible to create that happiness for yourself. Read a book, go out with a friend. Be safe. These are all keys to your happiness and without them, you wouldn't be who you are now. If there's a dream you have, you have to chase it. There is no point in thinking that you're gonna do it later. You have to do it now, before it's too late.